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I called my doctor's office and left another message for either the doctor or the nurse to call me back this morning.  Luckily, within the hour, I got a call back.  From the nurse.  Obviously.

I addressed to her all my concerns, about how my biopsy result was "suspicious" for papillary and if it isn't definite, is a total thyroidectomy (getting the whole thing out) really necessary?  She said she spoke to my doctor and he said it was papillary cancer, why the pathologist wrote "suspicious" is anyone's guess.
I asked about the meds, will I be on them right away?  When will I see the doctor after surgery? etc.
After all these questions answered, I feel so much better.  I now feel like I can try to remain calm until my surgery... which is only 5 days away.  I feel a little jittery, but it's normal I guess...

Anyway, nothing more to update for today.
I need this week to be done and over with...
*Sigh.